From something to nothing

Sentence building has never been this hard, nowadays things aren't really the way I wanted them to be, it's hard to describe the feeling of loosing everything. I can recall those times and moments when I had it all, and now I've nothing.

So much have changed, the saga continues is what most people would say, but where does the saga begin, and where's the end?; there's no alignment in my life right now, of ten stated goals, I fulfill none. And that's not crazy talk, I used to fulfill ten of ten, and now I lack the ability, the motivation, the proccess-knowledge. .

I used to tell myself that the key to everything is the ability to connect the dots, I have all the dots infront of me but where's the red thread?.

So many questions so few answers; and the lack of answers is killing me, where will I be tomorrow?, and the day after?.

The questioning continues.

Today is my dad's birthday; Happy birthday dad!