Not the size of the dog, it's the size of the fight

Now everything changed for the second time, like the wind changing direction, I'm cold and naked again".one once said "what counts is not necessarily the size of the dog in the fight, it's the size of the fight in the dog" which will determine the winner, but the last few years hasn't been good at all, I have lost most of my fights. just a few years ago I was hungry as ever, business was thriving, I was creating major networks and the competition was none.

I never left any survivors, but somehow everything changed, I changed.I'm no longer satisfied, I give up to easy, it's like all I need to do is to reach my goal, and for some reason I just toss everything away, and I have questioned myself several times, if I really was in the right field, is my workplace inspiring enough to motivate me to gain further goals?. I've been quite depressed to be honest, It's like something is missing, I'm moving forward but I still have the wrong name on my door. (if you get the picture).Nothing has been as it used to be, it's like my surroundings are moving way to slow to get me in the mood of fight, Sweden in general, it's like the people in the outskirts of town are slow minded, I'm not complaining or something, I'm not trying to irritate or tease nobody, but maybe I'm still adapted to the americans, and the way they work..

becasuse it seems like the americans seek the best way to become more competitive and make business thrive and escalate to a whole different level.I decided to take a long vacation from everybody and just focuse on being me, recover my strenght to go back in the fight, I was gone for a few months then got back again, but I gave up even before the fight even got started.And now I'm back again, but this time things are different, my team is stronger and we've made major change in our strategi and our work capacity is so much better.A friend of mine said reason to my behavior wasn't lack of knowledge, I just wasn't mentaly ready for a fight, and for somehow people fail, everybody will fail, it's in our nature to fail and to gain something from the loss.because it's no the size of the dog that matters it's the fight in the dog, that will detemine a winner.